To Death and Back 1

"To Death and Back"

Rating: R (On fanfiction.net, here it's NC-17! Or whatever's higher...)

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing. If I did I would love to have a peice of Heero. But alas, I don't. So pity on me. If you do not like lemons do not bother to read this fic. Yea right, That was the warning before. One specific bloody fool of a prude (And they know EXACTLY who they bloody are)did not listen to that warning though and my fic was thrown off. So I edited this time around and censored it so that it can be this site's TOSfriendly. The lemons will from now on be posted on my LiveJournal. Please, please remember to drop me a review. A good author loves those. And I will not stand for anyone coming around and saying I stole this fic! I am Abhilasha, I just decided to go by Lady A from now on. GOT IT!

2 Years after Endless Waltz all the Gundam pilots have moved on with their lives and have become romantically involved with other women. The earth and the colonies are now at peace with eachother. Everyone now seems to have their own lives. But when the girls find out that the guys are living their lives with others they decide that enough is enough and suddenly disappear. After one year of the pilots frantically conducting investigations the girls finally return. But the damage done to them is more then the pilots can fathom. How can they stop monsters they helped to create?

Pairings: Relena/ Heero, Hilde/ Duo, Dorothy/ Quatre, Catherine/ Trowa ( In this fic they aren't related. OK?), Sally/ Wufei, Noin/ Zechs. ENJOY!
In this Chapter: The girls find out what the pilots have been up to. Relena forgets she's a pacifist and there's going to be hell to pay.

Chapter 1:

A woman's anger... It isn't a pretty thing

Rating R

No, She refused to believe it. It couldn't be true. God Dammit! Someone tell her it wasn't true! But by the look on Hilde's face through the vid screen she felt the same way, Meaning it had to be true. Her world had just collapsed and she wasn't the only one falling through a dark pit.

"That son of a bitch! He tells me he's leaving to go work for the preventers and that he'll be back and what does he do! He dissapears on me forcing me to contact Sally to find out what he's doing with himself and I find this! I know we where never together but fuck him! He had no right to let me develop feelings for him if he was planning on finding himself a little slut to screw with!", Hilde yelled in anger. What she really felt was a strong burning in her chest signifying what would be called heartbreak. And why? Because the asshole whom she had fallen in love with was with someone else. Duo Maxwell, One of the 5 biggest bastards in the universe. The other 4 being Heero Yuy, Who by the look on poor Relena's face was going to know the pain of screwing with someone who forgets they are a pacifist. Quatre Winner, Who she thought was the sweetest guy around! Seems Dorothy wasn't the only one who got a surprise from him. Trowa Barton, Ohhh Mr. No-talk was sure going to get alot more then just a talk from Catherine. And low and behold Mr. Dignity himself, Wufei Chang, Proves he has no dignity. And to think Sally had to work with him and see him with his little hussy every day! Those men might have not been romantically involved with them but they had no right to let them develop feelings like that. And to hell with them if they said they had done nothing to incourage those feelings. To hell with them!

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Dorothy sat in front of her computer re-reading the information sent to her by Hilde. She felt dizzy from the pain she was experiencing at the moment. A picture of a very sexy red head stared back at her as if mocking her. So this is the bitch Quatre choose over her. After so much time spent on fixing herself to accept what she felt for him and to be good enough for him, He so easily forgets she exists to go with this hazel eyed slut. She had never felt such anger. Such hate, Nor such despair. And she knew that Relena, Hilde, Sally, and Catherine were with her in those feelings. Not that that did any good. She hated the fact that sweet Relena was most likely suffering even more than they were. She had fallen in love with Heero long before the rest of them had come to terms with their own feelings. She was going to kill Heero. And he was lucky if she got to him before Relena did. That was for sure.

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Catherine laughed. What more could she do? She refused to cry. But even as she laughed at the info she was reading she felt the tears start to spill from her gray green eyes. All those years at the circus she thought Trowa was just a boy who had feelings for her but couldn't give in to them because of the war. Now she could give thanks to Trowa for proving her the fool. He never cared for her. Never would. And here she was crying her eyes out because she had fallen in love with him. And the black haired vixen staring back at her from the picture that was sent to her was the woman who caught his eye. Well they could both go to hell. She was most likely to meet them there anyway.

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Sally sat at her desk rubbing her temple. She never had the intentions of being the bearer of bad news but Hilde had asked for the info and she had a right to know. As did the other girls. Hilde had told her she was planning on sending all the info to the girls. She could just imagine the rage they were feeling. No, Not imagine, She knew. She had been feeling the same rage for the past 4 months. That's how long the guys had been with their new girlfriends. Well all except Heero. He had been with Sherylin for 6 months. She couldn't help but smirk. The woman had blond hair and blue eyes and not to mention a striking resemblance to Relena. And the woman didn't even know about Relena. Sure she knew that another girl had caught Heero's 'attention' before she came along but she had no idea who. It was going to be a laugh when she found out. She was just a toy to help Heero forget Relena. He felt she was too perfect for him so he succumbed to the next best thing. A pathetic look-a-like.

Sally hadn't even had the time to send Sherylin's picture to Relena. Sherylin's files were being updated and all she was able to send was what she was able to get. Her basic info. It didn't matter. Relena knew, They all knew and that was enough to turn their lives upside down. Only god knew, If he even existed, what would happen next.

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2 weeks later...

Everyone sat in shock watching the television. The preventers couldn't believe what they were hearing.

"Yes, It came as a shock but not totally unexpected. Relena Dorlian has resigned from her duties without so much as an explanation nor what she plans to do next with her life", The announcer said. "We take you live to the Prime minister's resignment speech as it ends". The shot changed to the exit to the world peace alliance hall where a huge crowd with camera's stood. As Relena walked out one reporter shoved his microphone in her face."Prime Minister Dorlian, Can you give us a reason for your all of the sudden resignment?", The reporter asked.

Relena looked up and gave him a look the made everyone back off. "No. Comment.", She said in a cold voice. Looking down once again she pushed her way through the crowd leaving her bodyguards behind. She didn't even wait for the driver to open the door for her she just pushed him aside as well and got into the limo.

The preventer's sat back stunned. Duo turned off the tv and looked around the room at everybody. "Can someone please tell me what's going on?", He asked.

"Relena resigned. And I've lost complete track of her", Une said walking in. "And it seems she isn't the only one".

"What do you mean?", Wufei said scowling.

"Hilde, Catherine, Dorothy and Sally have completely disappeared. I'm just hoping they're all together", Une said lightly. Something told her they had found out. It's the only reason why this would happen. She knew Sally would hit her limit sometime soon. Seems that day came sooner then expected.

"Why would they disappear like that? Where would they go?", Quatre asked worried. He was starting to imagine the worst. What if they were kidnapped? What would be done to them? And he couldn't lie to himself. He couldn't stand the thought that Dorothy could be in danger. Looking over at Kelly, His girlfriend, He decided that it was because he considered her a friend. As he did all the other girls.

"Well, I can't tell you where they would go. But I can imagine why they decided to disappear", Une said looking at the ex-Gundam pilots and their 'respective' other's before walking out.

The pilots looked at the ground quietly. Yeah, They could imagine why as well. Now all they could do was look for them and pray nothing happened to them either.

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"Are you sure you made sure that we can not be traced?", Catherine said addressing Sally and Hilde.

"Of course. The last thing we need is those assholes coming after us", Hilde said bitterly. They were busy loading the ship her and Sally would be piloting. All the girls were there already except Relena. Once she arrived they would be leaving to the terra forming project in Mars. From there they would put to action their plan. They had no intentions of starting a war but they did have the intentions of creating some chaos for the preventers. God knew they had created enough chaos in their lives as it was.

"Sorry I'm late. It was a headache getting through the amount of people waiting for me outside my house", Relena said walking up to them. None of the girls commented about the blood on her beige dress coat, They figured she had done what had to be done.

"I assume the other girls are inside the ship already", She said looking up at the ship. When Hilde nodded at her she decided to go inside and settle in. They would be leaving soon anyway.

Once inside Relena sat in her seat and strapped up. She looked at Dorothy and Catherine and saw the same contained grief she saw on Hilde and Sally's face outside. The same grief she knew her eyes were portraying. After about another 10 minutes she felt the engine of the small ship come to life and Sally tell the girls over the speaker to fasten up. About another minute later she felt the familiar sensation of the ship take off. She wasn't an expert but she knew that the ship was going extremely fast. They were in a hurry to get to their destination before the preventers had a chance of finding them.

Sighing she looked out the window. Heero had once told her he was protecting her from himself. That if he gave her what she wanted it would cause her great harm. What the hell does he think I am? An angel, Relena thought angrily. Well if he did he was about to lose that perception. Thanks to him she had lost all and any 'angelicness' she had ever had. Her last concious thought before she fell asleep was what his girlfriend looked like.

Relena awoke slowly with a weird feeling. She sleepily looked around at the girls who were both reading books. Blinking she inhaled as the feeling got worse. Something was wrong. She knew it. She kept looking around until something caught her attention from the corner of her eye. She looked out the window and her eyes widened. Whatever it was, It was approaching fast.

Before she could utter a word she felt the ship tilt to the side from the impact. But it didn't stop there. The ship kept turning until it did a 180 degree turn and next thing she knew she was looking down at the ceiling of the ship. It wasn't over yet. Another hit to the ship sent Catherine out of her seat. Relena watched horrified as Catherine landed head first on the ceiling. She could no longer see Catherine's face but a pool of blood had started to form under her. Relena closed her eyes and looked away.

Another hit came to the ship and this time the ship lurched to the side. Catherine flew unto Dorothy who looked at the gash across her face horrified as well. Relena was about to call out to Dorothy when the ship was hit again making it fly unto it's other side. Both Dorothy and Catherine flew out of the seat and hit the other side of the ship. When the ship was hit again it started rocking back and forth from side to side. At this point Relena thought she was going to faint. Dorothy was now unconcious and Relena could hear the sickening thud of their bodies hitting the sides of the ship everytime it moved.

The ship then tilted back and Relena saw the door that led to the pilot's cockpit fly off it's hinges and Hilde's body fall out and hit the back of the ship along with the door. As the ship kept lurching Relena could see Sally's body hitting the sides of the cockpit until it too came flying out unto one of the sides of the ship. Then just as she felt her seatbelt about to give out and send her flying as well the glass window of the cockpit broke sending shards of glass flying towards the back. The oxygen immediately left the ship but Relena didn't even have a chance to notice when a huge shard of glass flew at her. The last thing she felt before she lost conciousness was the searing pain in her chest when the glass went through. Then the world went black.

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Author's notes: So what'd ya think? Not to exciting or eventful I know but this was only meant as the introduction to the story. It'll get better. And longer. I promise. Please drop me a review. And if you have to criticise it then please let it be construtive criticism. I would love very much to know ways of improving my story. Thanks in advance.

NEXT CHAPTER:

Duo took off his helmet and looked at everybody. They all looked at him expectingly. "I found the ship. There wasn't any bodies in it", He said his jaw tightening.