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Wow, this world is going to hell.

Or heaven, I have yet to decide. Still, it tends to be quite...disappointing.

I don't have much to say today, BIG surprise, other than to express how disappointed I am. I live in the city, one of the biggest. New York.

Oh, how the name alone must send a shudder down your spine. And if it doesn't then you have obviously bought into all the media hype given to this place but let me tell you, it's hell. Everything that has gone wrong with humanity can be found here.

No, I'm not talking about what Christian prudes might talk about. I love gay people. They are FREE. I love parties, sex all that stuff. It's human nature. You'll all come to learn how much I love human nature.

But still, with all the 'freedom' the people here possess they are still miserable. Not only that they seem determined to bring everyone down into their misery. The levels of rudeness here are unprecedented in history. I don't even think the Romans were so cocky in their dislike for others like people in cities are.

Everyone is too busy to be human here past a certain point. Selfishness reigns supreme amongst all the classes. From the poor to the rich. Human charity has gone to the dogs.

Well, it's why I write these blogs. No one might ever follow it, maybe one day someone will. If someone does read it I hope they can understand what I'm trying to do. We can be beautiful, we can be kind, we can be one with nature and our God by following our kind instincts. But it's become ok to follow the ugly ones.

It is not your urges that define you, it is how you control them. It is which ones you know are ok to let loose and which ones have to stay locked within the monster in you. We all have one. Not one person on this Earth does not have an ugly side. How will you control yours?, now that is a question worth asking.

And if I am wrong in all I say, if I am wrong in my intentions than I can only say this:

I am already in hell, let the whole world join me.

-Nyddi